G A L A U !

10.20. Cloudy Morning.

*Yawn. 

My head still miss Mr and Mrs Pillow, so hard to wake up earlier this morning. When heavy rain came to Jakarta, the only thing you want is just sleep :p. Traffic jam, stuck in the middle of the crowd, flood are one of many troubles that people must face in Jakarta.

But lucky me, I already one of Pak' Ahmad customer. He's an 'Ojek' driver :D so when traffic started go mad, he's the one who save me on that. Ahahaha, bless you sir.

I feel so cloudy and gloomy today :(  maybe this is the effect of this weather or maybe i should blame the PMS syndrome. Darn you hormones, uhuhuhuhuuuh..

If this PMS syndrome attack, I just cant think so clearly. My mind is full of prejudice and  ready to eat anyone argument. I wish if I get this periodic someone who loved me could understand my feeling and start to spoil me. Aaah, that's only my dream and imagination.

When I was a little girl, I wish the tooth-fairy, dwarf, witch are real. So in my difficult situation they can come, listen and grant my wish. My head is full of imagination, and I live too see that happen to me one day.

But when I grow up I realize that's only a dream, just imagination. It hurts to let go your childhood part, but the reality face and conquer it.

Huh, if I must be so 'GALAU' today. Stop this feeling...!!! ARGHH! Bye2 now..